20.

This is for myself.

This year was such a wild ride. I finished year 2 in Poly. I went to Finland for internship. I had such a blast there. I learnt so much about the little things in life there. I learnt how to cook. I learnt how to do laundry (next time, don’t use softener for 6 months). I learnt to appreciate the quiet times I had there. I learnt about different cultures, different kinds of food, different kinds of people. I started loving croissants. I love croissants. I made friends there. I learnt a little bit of Finnish there. Kiitos! I read a lot. I strolled a lot. I experienced snow the first time. I experienced winter, spring, summer and a little of autumn there. Spring and summer felt like aircon temperature. I miss the place so damn much. I travelled with friends for the first time of my life. They are awesome people.

I came back, with a little reluctance and a lot of sadness. I got through the first term of school, and it felt as though I had never left. Now, I have another 7 weeks left of school, then exams and I’m officially done. Hmmm. Uncertainty beckons and I’m not sure whether I like it. You’re definitely leaving too, though I don’t know when and to where. Honestly, I don’t know what to do, but the right thing for me to do is to support you, right? Oh well, it is time to be a grown up. Speaking of growing up, I will be 21 next year. Note to self : read this before my birthday and remind yourself, YOU DO NOT WANT A PARTY. Trust me future KK, past KK knows what he is saying.

Okay, I have a lot more thoughts, but they are not meant for aliens, so bye.